We are blind and we try to lead the blind. It’s so stupid. But we do it all the time.
One of the things about us as humans is that we gravitate to those people who are similar to us. When we meet someone, one of the first things that we do is try and find common ground, similar interests, and shared passions. We do this because we like to have friends who are interested in what we are interested in and are able to share in those passions.
(Co-incidentally – on a separate point, what’s even more amazing is if we can be close friends with people who are completely different to us and don’t share our passions and interests. This requires a great deal more empathy, genuine interest, and effort but it is definitely possible. This is definitely a separate idea that needs a separate post!)
Anyway, let’s get back to our propensity to seek out and befriend people who are similar to us. Finding shared interests and passions is only one facet of what we do when we form friendships. What we often do simultaneously, is gravitate towards those people who share in our weaknesses and strengths because we see those things so clearly in them. Why? Because we can see the same weaknesses and strengths in ourselves. The strengths part is fine. It can be really great to have healthy competition where we can improve in our strengths by vibing and bouncing ideas off a person with similar talents. Where it can get messy is with our weaknesses.
You see when we befriend someone, we become invested in them over time whether we like it or not. We begin to share in their highs and lows; we feel sad in their sad moments and feel happy in their happy times. We begin to become attuned to their state of mind. We can tell if they are having a bad day, or a super awesome one. Above all, if we truly care and allow ourselves to care, we become invested in the potential we see in them. If we let ourselves, the best kind of friend we can be is a friend who seeks to bring out the best in our friends. So in this state of mind, we clearly see the weaknesses in them that we also share and we try our best to help them. We attempt to enable them to overcome their weaknesses, to rise above their challenges and to become the person we can see they could be.
It is here that we run into a hitch. There’s an elephant in the room so to speak. The glaringly obvious question is this:
“How can we help another person’s issue if we haven’t sorted out that issue in ourselves first”.
It’s like trying to fight a fire without knowing that water is the solution.
It’s like trying to drive a car without knowing that you need petrol to make it run.
It’s like trying to lead the blind while being blind ourselves.
It sounds silly. Yet we do it all the time.
In this situation, we offer advice that we don’t follow ourselves. We offer wisdom that we don’t actually believe. We encourage without being encouraged ourselves. We are trying to do the impossible; we are attempting to problem solve without problem-solving on our own terms first and in our own lives first.
If we are blind, we cannot possibly lead the blind. And if we think about it, every issue someone has in life with themselves or with people pretty much stems from a lack of understanding themselves or others which co-incidentally stems from not knowing ourselves fully and completely. If we know ourselves completely, then our empathy would be such that we would be able to reach out to anyone in our lives appropriately. So the question we must ask ourselves is: how do we see ourselves and others clearly so that we can help others see too? Or perhaps in a simpler way:
“How can we become firm and sure of our own identity so we can reach out and help others to become firm in theirs?”
You see, when we are trying to help others, many of us will resort to four feel-good ideas in order to try and build up other people. I termed this propensity, SEPL; this helpful acronym refers to Self-help, Enthusiasm, Positivity, and Love. Looking at that list, doesn’t it all seem so fantastic?
Self-help seems synonymous with empowerment. It stands for taking control of our lives and making a future for ourselves. Enthusiasm and Positivity seem to be qualities that make life better and give us happiness. Love is said to be the most powerful of human emotions and the cover-all of many ills. And so with these four things in mind, we can so often try and offer this brand of support to our friends and for a while, all seems good. Maybe we see them grow in who they are for a time. Maybe they become a better person for a while. But all too often we see it all come crumbling down when reality, struggles and conflict kick in. In trying to offer the same sort of support, we begin to realise how hollow it all begins to sound when we try again to help from our own human standpoint.
And why is this? Well it’s simply because we don’t and cannot believe these ‘good’ qualities for ourselves ALL of the time. We offer support in a hollow fashion because we know deep down that enthusiasm and positivity isn’t a constant and cannot be kept up at all times. Love so often waxes and wanes with our emotions. Ultimately we can only help ourselves to a finite extent because we know that for the big stuff in life – like a medical condition from birth or a mental illness – we need to seek a professional, someone who knows what they are doing and knows how to fix our problem.
Solving issues of identity and figuring out who we are is a big thing.
Don’t get me wrong. The four qualities I listed before are great things. But offering them as a comprehensive solution is like trying to apply a tiny band-aid to a gaping foot-wide wound when it comes to solving issues of identity, or self-awareness or character.
So let’s get back to the most important question:
“How can we become firm and sure of our own identity so we can reach out and help others to become firm in theirs?”
Well we clearly don’t do it in the way in which everyone would tell us to do it. We shouldn’t try to do it our own way and attempt to problem solve ourselves towards a state of perfection. That’s like having a medical condition and ignoring the doctor and saying, “I’ll be right” when we clearly need help. We need to seek the professional who knows us better than we know ourselves – the individual who comprehends exactly who we are because he made us.
That’s Jesus.
You see, Jesus is the son of God and what he did 2000 years ago was to change history forever. He came to earth as a human being – both God and man in the same person – and walked among us for a time. He experienced what we experience. He lived our lives. He saw and went through the same struggles that we go through. In fact, he went through the biggest identity struggle of all. His identity, his very purpose for existing was to take on every wrong-doing, every sin of every human being who ever existed and to take the punishment of death that we deserved out of his great love for us. Yet at the crucial point, Jesus went through crisis and pain as the purpose of his existence was about to become manifest. In that moment, the night before he went to the cross to die, he fell to his knees and cried these words to his Father in heaven:
“Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done.”
As a human being, Jesus grappled with the reality of death, the reality of his coming suffering and the reality of being cut off from God with the weight of humanity’s sin on his shoulders. That’s why he cries out in reflection, ‘take this cup from me’, or more simply, ‘God, take away this responsibility to die from me’. Yet in his perfection as the man who was also God, Jesus immediately and fully accepts his purpose and identity in that moment, submitting to his Father with the words essentially, ‘Not what I want but what you want God.’ He knew that God’s plan of redemption, to defeat sin once and for all was perfect. Jesus is the most well-equipped to deal with our self-doubts because he knows what it is to be human, to go through doubt and to experience the same emotions we do and yet to end up being completely sure in his purpose and identity.
Isn’t this a perfect model for our own lives? When we are struck by doubts, when we are unsure of who we are, shouldn’t our response be a recognition that God’s plan is perfect and that his love is absolute despite our weakness. In our case, God’s plan IS perfect. He loved us completely and absolutely and always will; this is a love that no human being can hope to match in our wildest dreams. He loved us so much that he sent his only Son to deal with our sin once and for all. When we accept this love for ourselves, not only are we made perfectly right with God, but we also loved in a way that is unconditional and eternal. If we allow this love to transform us, it creates in us a new identity that is grounded in a knowledge of worth that is not influenced by anything. Slowly, slowly, if we let Him work in our lives, we will begin to develop a true sense of confidence that is not based on anything of this world. This is because Jesus’ love for us is despite everything. It is DESPITE the fact that we stuff up. It is DESPITE the fact that we may not match up to society’s expectations. It is DESPITE the fact that we might not live up to the standards we set for ourselves.
We are broken, yet forgiven and loved. And that is the most beautiful thing.
In this unshakeable identity based on the forgiveness and unconditional love of Jesus, we are able to offer this same hope to those people who are in our lives. We don’t need to offer cliches that by comparison sound empty and changeable; phrases like, “You’ll be fine”, or “All you need is positivity!” or “Just be true to yourself.” We can offer them a forgiveness and love that reaches them right wherever they are in life.
And it gets even better.
When we are loved by God, that love fills us so absolutely that it has nowhere to go but outwards; in our actions, our words and in our lives. What we do becomes a reflection of God’s love. Yes we still love imperfectly at times because we are human. But there is a massive difference. Our empathy is based off a knowledge of human weakness and a knowledge of a clear and perfect solution in Jesus. And in this way, our love becomes for all people, not just the ones we would normally get along with. No longer are we bound by our propensity to form friendships purely based off commonalities and shared weaknesses and strengths. We actually become whoever we need to become in order to share Jesus most effectively.
Paul, one of the apostles in the Bible puts it this way in 1 Corinthians 9:20-23:
To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law…To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all people so that by all possible means I might save some. I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.
Here, Paul repeats the word ‘become’ and lists a lot of the common situations people found themselves in at that time as they went through their crises. Paul’s empathy is such that he is willing to do what it takes and to get on the same level as those around him, in order to help them find their identity in Christ.
So getting back to the point of this post. How can we invest in our friendships and help those who have similar or identical weaknesses to us? It’s rather simple. We find our identity in Jesus and allow Him transform us; we allow Him to fill us with a worth that is based on his unconditional love for us. As we go through this, his love overcomes our weaknesses. We know we are loved regardless of our weaknesses. As we grow in our knowledge and understanding of Him we have the incredible privilege of sharing this love that we have with our friends and those closest to us both directly and also in the way we interact with them and share advice.
Ultimately this knowledge and acceptance of Jesus’ love for us WILL change us forever. But we won’t forget what it is to be without his love. That will remain with us and it will enable us to connect with our friends who are without this love and meet them where they are at – like Paul did in his time. If we truly care about our friends, let’s find our identity in Jesus and share that identity with them in how we do life.
The blind can’t lead the blind.
Jesus healed the blind and he can certainly open our eyes. When we can see, we will be able to lead the blind towards that love opened us up to a truth that has the power to transform someone forever.
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